Requiem for Spring '18

- sharing thousands of laughs;
- seeing MGMT live again and reliving the best moments of 2010 concert (yes, face-painted);
- being proud and again so inspired by my friends reaching Everest's Basecamp;
- adding some really cool vinyls to my collection;
- taking coffee roasting class;
- translating the app to Russian and releasing it to thousands of users;
- becoming an auntie (hello to the world baby Maya!);
- buying new lens;
- coming back to Rockaway;
- going to Soccer Mommy concert (she's going to be a big star soon!);
- falling in love with The Office show (Yeesh!);
- visiting Portland, Maine and being blown away by friendly people;
- struggling with severe mood swings and insomnia;
- doing some really exciting things at work and feeling inspired;
- enjoying home-made coffee every day;
- doing 24h fasting;
- getting many surprises;
- watching 'Freaks&Geeks Documentary' at Tribeca Film Festival;

Short version: What did I say about 'Yeppers' ?

Requiem for Winter '17/'18

- celebrating New Year in Brooklyn for the first time in my life;
- sharing crazy amount of laughs with C;
- admiring cute houses in New England;
- getting speakers for my record player and enjoying the music;
- dancing at annual Holiday party with my favorite people at work;
- traditionally dying of hangover the next day;
- missing my Minsk friends and catching up on all the gossip like the distance doesn't exist;
- ice skating in Newport, Rhode Island;
- still loving my job;
- listening to new MGMT album;
- watching Freaks and Geeks;
- having a dream come true and living in West Village for a day;
- visiting the Met for the first time;
- enjoying Beach Fossils and La Luz concerts;
- being grateful to my wonderful friends who took care of me in the moments when I couldn't do it myself;
- going over teenage music memories on the road trip from Boston to New York;
- attending Dina and Justin's wedding celebration in Philly;
- receiving a really cool Secret Santa gift and getting a fun gift for the person I was assigned to be Secret Santa to;
- exploring the quiet streets of Greenpoint;
- looking back at my 4 years in New York and being proud of things accomplished;
- going to Roosevelt Island and remembering good old days;
- kicking off birthday weekend with a shared party and continuing into chill quiet home celebration; 
- spending time with my wonderful parents;
- exploring the print;
- getting a flu;
- spontaneously meeting Collin in Boston; 
- being tortured by wisdom tooth pain;
- celebrating Maslenitsa and playing Fruit Ninja;
- getting The Lobsta;

Short version: New York finally feels ok

Requiem for Fall'17

- hearing "I'm French" a lot and not believing it;
- coming back to Montauk after dreaming about it for 2 years;
- spending a night in a van;
- catching sunrises and sunsets and never being tired of it;
- drinking wine at the beach in San Francisco;
- living in Ksu's magical room for few days;
- walking around Bushwick with Di;
- still being inspired by friends;
- failing to catch a beautiful sunset with Hanna and Andrew, but spending amazing time together;
- finding that house from "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind";
- hiking to Appalachian Trail;
- singing along and dancing to The Drums;
- eating tacos in the middle of the night somewhere in Park Slope;
- having a total flashback to good old times with Базлайтер;
- being inspired by cool ladies at Women In Product Conference;
- meeting Olya in San Jose;
- listening to Burial a lot;
- seeing Serg in New York and catching up on things;
- giving an interview;
- learning to steam milk for coffee;
- getting my portrait drawn by Funny;
- sharing laughs with Anny;
- buying my first ever beautiful dress;
- falling into mountains and oceans memories;
- getting more of my favorite music on vinyl;
- being very happy and excited for some big family news;
- looking through Mike Mill's book and "20th Century Women" movie;
- watching "Ladybird" (Great is changing cinematography right in front of us);
- finding out that I got one of the best Tokion issues ever;
- getting to know Alina;
- recognizing sadness and treating it with respect;
- driving a car at an empty parking lot;
- exploring Williamsburg;
- getting a feeling that I am loosing a friend;
- playing HQ;
- still sucking at making decisions;
- watching a horror movie in drive-in movie theatre for the first time;
- remembering a lot of good old times because of  old friends visits;
- constantly missing people;

Short version: Good memories will float through sadness and disappointment