Requiem for Summer'19

- finally making new apartment feel like home;
- enjoying new Brooklyn life with C;
- learning to have honest conversations at workplace;
- having date nights with movies, oysters and feeling the lightness;
- Friday margs:
- learning not to settle and appreciate myself;
- spending time with family and enjoying the presence of tiny little humans;
- taking a big official step in life that now opens the door for more traveling and ability to make a change;
- being inspired by a filmmaker who was so sincerely grateful that it was the best satisfaction from my work I've ever felt;
- exploring Fire Island;
- learning how to clam, eating the freshly caught and steamed ones;
- finding the perfect linen dress;
- getting a job offer from one of the biggest media companies;
- learning to figure out what exactly do I want and what is important to me;
- being brave and openly asking my mentor for advice;
- doing first ever photoshoot for friends;
- visiting my favorite Rockaway Beach;
- going on the roof to check out the sunset and being greeted by the huge kind dog which made the whole experience even better;
- celebrating Dad’s 60th birthday;
- protecting my mind from negative thoughts and panic attacks;
- not taking photos as much and feeling guilty about it;
- binge watching “13 reasons why” and discussing the suspects with Nastya;
- being buzzed on C bday and enjoying Washington Square Park performance;

short version: Half way down the cliff no way up no way back